Some Heartache

Well come to find out, our sweet baby had returned home to Heavenly Father. This has been another trying time as we have tried to accept and move forward. I am so sad and my arms ache for that little one, but I do know Heavenly Father has a plan and I have to endure and be patient. Noah and Luke took the news very well. I was kinda dreading telling Noah cuz he had been talking to my tummy and saying " I love you baby, I will take good care of you. I am your big brother Noah" Brad and I told him by explaining that the baby received its body and went back to live with Heavenly Father and we can see the baby again when we return to Heaven. Sitting in silence for a few seconds I was only imagining what his response was going to be. He asked "So you didn't give the baby to someone else?" "No honey, the baby is in Heaven" "OH, (pause pause) so..... can we jump on your tummy now?" "You bet" and I got a great hug from him. The innocents of children is the very most precious thing in the world. They can say the best and most needed things and not have a clue how much what they said effects us. Anyways we will move on and everyday gets a little easier with less tears.