Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Some Heartache

Well come to find out, our sweet baby had returned home to Heavenly Father. This has been another trying time as we have tried to accept and move forward. I am so sad and my arms ache for that little one, but I do know Heavenly Father has a plan and I have to endure and be patient. Noah and Luke took the news very well. I was kinda dreading telling Noah cuz he had been talking to my tummy and saying " I love you baby, I will take good care of you. I am your big brother Noah" Brad and I told him by explaining that the baby received its body and went back to live with Heavenly Father and we can see the baby again when we return to Heaven. Sitting in silence for a few seconds I was only imagining what his response was going to be. He asked "So you didn't give the baby to someone else?" "No honey, the baby is in Heaven" "OH, (pause pause) so..... can we jump on your tummy now?" "You bet" and I got a great hug from him. The innocents of children is the very most precious thing in the world. They can say the best and most needed things and not have a clue how much what they said effects us. Anyways we will move on and everyday gets a little easier with less tears.

6 comments:

Abbie said...

out of the mouths of babes.... what a cute little man. Stay close to your boys because other than the Lord, no one can give you a greater comfort and sense of peace that everything will turn out ok. We love you Britt and know you can pull through this!! Were always here for you :)

Malerie said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am so sorry for the heartache you endure. I appreciate your testimony though. It is a great example to remember our faith in times of trial. Thank you.

Robyn said...

Your blog is darling! I hope you dont care if I become a stalker:) Hope your doing good and Im so serious when I say, If you need anything, you will call me! Hang in there! Your in my thoughts and prayers!

Esplins said...

Britt I love you and admire your strength. These hard times will be but a moment and someday we'll all understand. I'm glad you have your darling boys to bring you comfort. Keep your chin up.

Rachel said...

I truly am so sorry for your loss! Please let me know if there is anything I can do. You're in my prayers.

Unknown said...

We are so sorry. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your cute family. We love you.